Aww man...

UPDATE! Im in living hell.

I know i know i should write about what happened in the Czech Republic, i should've wrote about it a long time ago but i guess back when i had the chance i was too lazy. Now something worse has happened. I'm in the country. I've been in my countryhome for almost 2 weeks(makes 2 tomorrow) and im dying. Now @ the end of summer when everybody comes back from the country i'm here. The thought depresses me. I miss everything back in town, i miss my friends, my radio, goddamn it i miss my computer. All i have here is a laptop and GPRS. Anyway the first days here, well i thought, oh yay the country. Yes i was sad because had to leave town but i was okay with coming here because of the renovation work that had been done to our country home. A week passed and i was beginning to get annoyed with it all. A few days later i popped. I cant take it anymore, yesterday i was so depressed i wrote songs. I haven't been poetic for a year :/ And the place im at
isnt so bad, it isnt about that. THERE IS NO ONE HERE. Just me, my family and some animals(who i have to clean). I have no crowd to entertain here so i entertain myself. I just do dumb stuff and use Weebl and Bob quotes. I sing to myself sometimes :| Not a day passes without me wanting to get back on the air at the radio station i love. I keep on watching music shows on television to find bands im interested in broadcasting. I always try to think of some way to make FNR radio more well known.


My station

I have 1 more week to last... must... stay... alive